You said that your road to becoming a non-beleiver began when two morman missionaries came to your door; then you said that two more showed up to your door again years later after your transformation. I just wanted to ask you the question, did you ever accept the challenge to read the Book of Morman? Did you ever decide for yourself whether or not ‘that book’ could have been written by a teenager with no formal education. By the sound of your lectures, its obvious that you’ve read quite a bit about everything else. Why don’t you take some of that reading time and devote it to proving the Book Of Morman wrong, just as you’ve attempted to prove God as non-existant. Two times, the Morman missionaries have shown up at your doorstep; just a coincidence eh? I don’t think so. Everything about you and your quest to confirm your beliefs based on the read and studied facts tell me that you can’t turn away from this challenge. Read the Book of Morman.